Didn't

Didn't want to push you away
Didn't know what to say
but I pushed you harder
and didn't speak the truth

didn't think I was good enough for you
didn't think I could be your dream
If only I had just been me
was I right or was it just paranoia taking over again?

didn't want to lose you
didn't want to bruise you
didn't want to but I did

22/01/00